Thoughts

I find that due to the nature of my job I have quite a bit of time to think. I think about quite a collection of things but nothing really of substance. It is really amazing how you can put so much time into something and have nothing. I think about things to do or write or create and act on very little of it. Part of this is due to the surprising amount of energy it takes to stay sane for a ten and a half hour work day. I get home and am exhausted.

The main thing I think about is my wife though. She just jumps into my head all the time. I am glad about this. It really helps turn my days around when I am stressed and tired, to know that I have such a strong bond with such a wonderful person. Slows down time though, the waiting and wanting of it all.

I try and read at work but that just does not turn out very well. I think the main reason for this is that I have to have music playing at the store for when customers come in and the music pulls me away from my reading. I find myself re-reading passages because of it.  I can read non fiction, articles and the like, but novels I struggle with at work.

Well then. This was an odd kind of post, just a jumble of thoughts. I guess it has a mild theme but nothing super solid. Ah well, works well enough for me.